![]() usadeepsouth.com Poems by David Ritchie Bio: Originally from Texas, David Ritchie is the Northwest Regional Vice President of the Washington Poets Association. His poetry and fiction have been widely published in the U.S. and abroad, including in Mountaineer's Magazine, The Animist, The Paumanok Review, Red River Review, Drexel University’s On-line Journal, Albany University’s Offshore Journal, BuzzWords UK, Parnassus Literary Review, BigCityLit-New York Edition, Rue Bella, and Short Stories Magazine. He lives in the San Juan Islands.
Too hot to sleep without slashing and turning, in search of a cool spot in sweat-damp sheets. In the shadowplay reach for the moonlight pushing through the slit beneath the roll-down curtain in the dark bedroom. Too long are the intervals as the revolving fan returns to my face, like a radar beam and its quarry. So the night passes, hearing the rush of air sweep the room to the prosody of crickets. Father of the Flesh I have spent much of my life bent into the wind created by the power of your self-righteousness. How many times did you tell me the fountain of my soul was overflowing with sin. I listened to the ballad of your convictions I listened to the singing of your persuading choirs. You told me that the expanse of your search was real. You lectured me in the tongue of your secret fraternity, but the touch of your belt to my already bleeding legs was real enough for me. I watched you in the rivers of the south, standing in murky waters, waiting for sinners. These dark rivers were in stark contrast to your floating, death-white robe. I saw your manicured hands dip entire bodies into the serene water, retrieve them with false humility, and weep the tears of the trodden. Yes, I know you were living in a nightmare where children played quietly on the shores of the Jordan and souls dreaming the same dream as you sat around a marble fountain, joyous in the eternal city, with a labyrinth of streets paved in gold. But the pain you released was as blinding as your livid, floating gown in the brilliance of the southern sun. My spiritual eyes were made cloudy by your hatefulness. It is only now that I stand erect, without effect from your thought-image, always there, condemning lashing out from a pulpit. I am not saying goodbye to you I do not wish you to cast a small shadow nor do I wish to hear the rustling of your regrets I only wish you to be silent in the dark so I may sleep.
At Lake Benbrook
Old, loose clothing, a stained straw hat. Beads of sweat trickling down my chest like liquid insects. Acknowledging the omen of a mottled blue and white sky heavy with flat-bottomed thunderheads. Bait pail in the water, floating between tree stumps. Cane pole heavy with green twine tied to a red and white bobber -- motionless as a votary at prayer.
I passed-by and saw the pallor the heavy face and realized the precision with which I operate excludes the recognition of your small and delicate pain. Living life in effigy you make no outcry no protest no contribution. I moved across the earth where the air reverberates with your stillness and blue eyes conjured from the sky dilate as I near. Today I see you here alone a familiar creature lost in what ponies think about. Watching you I brood about myself as we stand apart--at your demand-- two living things wishing to be touched by the other. Evening comes upon us and the shadows of cedars finger your matted coat urging you towards me. I liken myself to you: a blue-eyed pony and a blunted man. Time passes, and the distraction between us will wear away as I come to you, and come to you again.
Inside the little clapboard church it must have been close to a hundred degrees. There was not yet a full choir seated, but those that were there were swaying, foot to foot, with the rhythm that was internal, that was history. Behind the silence I could hear the humming of those around me, the swish of stiff dresses as women walked down the aisle to the choir, and the constant movement of hand-held fans like a host of butterflies opening and closing. The musician, an old black man with a stark white turban, crossed to the wounded upright, sat down, and without a sheet of music stabbed the ivories, infusing notes into a dormant object. His fingers were weapons of music. When he touched the keys the room became electric. You could hear the intake of air by all those in the hard wooden pews; preparing, praying for strength to last the night. The first note was magic, but when the choir bellowed out its voice to the spiritual hymn "Go Down Moses" the spirit reached down into me as well. The essence poured down and out of the mouths of the choir and onto the people in this old church, and they couldn’t sit down-- they couldn’t stand up--they swayed where they stood, they shouted to Jesus while they moved, they went into trance, falling out, and were carried from the church. At the end of the evening, the choir sang quietly, and I could hear the sobs, I could hear the joy expressed by the congregation: amen glory to god hallelujah Jesus is his name, until the pianist stopped, got up and went to the choir and embraced each one. Then the little church was empty. Write David Ritchie at this address. Back to the USADEEPSOUTH homepage |